So Far....

So far,
I just lost 9 pounds/4kg in a week.... not a big number tho....
Gosh... i really cant wait to get thinner again...
All these lumps really make me look like a pig... A fugly pig!!
Its very obnoxious yet annoyin either.
Hmmm... yesterday was da laziest day ever...
I do nothing in dis hell house except 4 laid down watching movies all day long...
Yes, im a couch potato, u can say dat....
Hmmmm.... so far, i didnt loose any weight 2 days ago which is totaly break my hearts!!!!
My god!!! i really need to be 100 pounds n below 2 impress those fucking people dat always make me hurt by saying im chubby n bla... bla... bla...
Even my mother did said i gained weight n said im fat... Im not taking it serious,well.. maybe...
Comm'on... Is dat an insult or motivation mom...???!!!!
As a negative person ever on da planet, ofcourse i took it seriously... Is my mother!!! Hellow???
Rn't u suppose 2 support me??? U know, mums doesnt always know wats best.. (i'd read dis book)
Hmmm... Too much moanin n growlin these days.... I really need to loose weight....
Bcoz dats da d only thing dat i knew i can control rite now.

Gosh!! I really hate evry1 rite now... If ders any cliche words dat can describe my bunch of hatred feelings 2wards em!!!!
Owh yeah, there u go.... despise!!!! i despise em now!!!!
Is dat suits?? I dont care!!!
Hmm... cant wait 2 get out from dis house.. Its totally a hell in here..
I cant wait to have my own life!!!!
I wish i never born~

Fin!