Sabarlah Wahai Syifa....

Hye everyone...

Dah lama x update blog kan....

Hmm... Mcm masalah x hbs2...

Dulu org slalu ckp, bila masalah timbul, balik smula pada tuhan...

Mmg dah lama aku x ingat tuhan. Ingat pun just ingat..

Maklumlah.. bila cakap pasal mengaji mmg lemah lah dr dulu.. x reti..

Tu terus x da semangat..

So, bila dah ingat tuhan, knp mcm lg bnyk masalah yang timbul ea??

Hmmm....

So, lately aku mmg bnyk sgt masalah sampai x da sapa yang boleh tolong..

Dulu perangai aku teruk sangat...

Bila tengok ayah dah brubah skrg, rasa nak brubah jugak..

Tapi bila dah stat nak brubah, kena paksa mcm2 pulak..

X boleh bersabar ke hah? jaga diri masing2 sudahlah.

Kubur lain2..

Lau nasihat je x pe.. ni paksa2.... Menyampah btul kdg2 dgn hidup ni...

Org sekeliling mmg x pat tolong. Buang masa cerita.

Bila cerita, pun diorg cakap ntahlah, x taulah.. apa2 je lah...

Baik pendam.. so, pendam punya pendam, jadi tekanan..

Nak harap org-org yang kita sayang tolong??? Jangan harap lah...

Sbb masalah pun bnyk datang dr diorg...

Aku mmg jenis pendam n pendendam,

Dulu... memang aku ceria sngat.. bising... n happening..

Sekarang.. aku lg suka senyap.. bila bukak mulut, mesti rasa nak marah...

X sapa akan faham kenapa aku jd mcm ni.

Tp satu je yang kita suma faham,

"kita x suka kena marah tp knp kita suka marah org.."

Aku pun x faham knp aku suka marah dia..

Aku tau dia bnyk sabar dan aku kagumi sifat dia..

Bnyk kali dia tahan aku dr bunuh diri..

Kdg2 aku x sdr apa aku bt tp senang2 org nak kata aku bodoh.

Walau kita suma tau aku mmg bodoh kan..

cuma.. sampai satu tahap aku jadi gila n sngt tertekan..

Aku mengharap dia selamatkan aku..

tp.. suma sia2..

Aku sorg2 hadapi masalah aku..

Nak cerita kat org buat apa...

Ayah sendiri taburkan cacian dan makian...

So, better aku jauhkan diri dari suma org.

N hidup dalam dunia aku...

Sebab org2 yang aku sayang dah jauh sgt.....

Skrg..

Aku masih pendam...

Dan masih sorang2...

Sebelum kau jadi kan aku isterimu..

Ingat lah janji2 mu..

Waktu mula2 kenal dulu..

Kau patut faham..

Dan bela nasib aku..

Dan sepatunya selalu berikan sokongan..

Dan ada ketika aku memerlukan..

Sebab..

Kau dan aku tahu...

Aku sendirian sekarang menghadapi hidup..

='|

P/S:

Aku akan ingat sewaktu kau susah, aku ada setia menemani mu... Kau tahu tu..

Tp... sewaktu aku betul2 perlukan mu, kau biarkan aku...

Aku akan sabar.. dan aku akan ingat,

Ni semua mungkin balasan untuk ku...

Kau pnh cakap dulu.. ("apapun2.. kita akan susah senang bersama ye my... dy janji syg....")

Aku akan tunggu..

Kerana..

Aku rindu saat2 itu....

Life is Everyday.. =)

Ahahaha........ its been so long i havent update dis blog!!

It dusty n buruk.. hoho...

Many things happen in my life...

Ouh... lately kan... i go through my operation 4 da second time in dis year.

Hmmm....

It'll be da best memory ever...

X tau lah nak cakap apa.......

Bosan nyer hidup nie..

Mcm2 dugaan...

I need to work hard... study? x semangat lah.. Nak keja... =(

Sakit, penat, duit, dad.. suma nya ada probs..

Since suma paksa blaja, i have too.. Hmm...

Neway.. im so happy wif rain now...

Makin hari makin cinta... =)

N i have many wishlist b4 hari bahagia kami...

"Sakit" baru2 ni rapatkan kami..

I love him...

N i know, after we married, da 'scar' dat we faced on 24 aug 2010 will be healed.

Dont ask.

Coz,

We will go through a new chapter in our life. =')

Dis time betul2 after keluar dari operation room. Baju pun baju operation x tukar lg..

Putih mcm kain kapan.. Hohoho..

So, muka mmg buruk sbb x sempat pun nak pose.. Tgh sedar2 ayam..

Pic taken by Rain. Jahat kan dia.. ahaha.. (^_^)

A day wif rain #1

Neway, im getting skinny n i wear size s now.
Thnks u guys out der 4 da support..
I love u guys sgt! *Its true tau... X tipu*
Later on, when i reach 45 kg, ill update bout how i lose weight in a month jugak.
N biggies thnks to Rain n Sis Shafinatul coz diorg bnyk show me dos n donts.
N special thnks to mimi n fika, da biggest fan nak tgk i kurus.
Mimi, i tau u can reach ur goal too ok.. i cant wait jugak k, yunkk... =)

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Hehehe....
Im so happy today.
Shopping wif Rain at pavi.
So, u guys must curious kan apa i beli... *ahahah perasan jap..*
I bought : cardigans, skirts, singlets, dior spec, blouse n contact lens! =)
Bnyk beli baju yg in my budget kay. Im not SHOPAHOLIC! (pls jgn pecaya)
At least i try!!
Thank god Mr Rain was there, so he advise me a lot.. (nagging je lebih.. ahaha~)
I was hoping dpt buy more tp... X da pulak.. Hmmm...
Esok i pg shopping lg.. huhuhu... =)
*4 barang2 keperluan OK!!! x tipu* U have to believe me... pls.. (tolong jgn pecaya jugak!!)
K lah.. Nite2 lovely peeps. =)
~XOXO~

Shop.. shop..

Kami comel! =)

Bahagia.. =)

Wayang jom~

P/S: Ouh, bb i ada prob.. =( so bnyk gmbr taken by us hilang just like dat! Sedih sgt.. ='(

Im happy n grateful! =)

Hye every1..

ahahaha.. its like ages i havent update dis blog kan..

Neway, dulu ive got dis issue of dilemma either i wanna buy bb or iphone kan.

Hehehe, it took me almost 3 month to figure out which one is da best.

Since i dont wanna dissapointed kan ayah becoz of hp dulu dah barai.

So, instead of choosing both, ada lah dis one phone dat i surveyed dat is sony..

Slide one. So classy n elegant too.. BUT, my heart still on da smartphones~ LOL!

So, wat i did was, taking a few more weeks to thnk bout it.. ahaha..

N finally i end up by purchasing bb bold 2 kat celcom centre. Huahuahua..

kat kedai lain ada yg x ori, so careful!!

Its not dat easy ye in order to get dat phone. Ive been trough a treatment silent for months n then, after dah baik back ngan ayah, br lah boleh mintak mcm2 n der u go..

he nagged for 45 minutes. Aha!

Tp x pe lah. At least i dont have to work hard to get my bb! hehehehe...

Lucky me, dis time lah. esok2, x tau nasib kan.

suma d tgn yg esa.. * walaweyh!*

Neway, Thanks to ayah n mumy!!! =)

Thanks 4 everythng...

Ure da most great parents ever.

No one can replace both of u.

Thanks ALLAH.

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So, here's da thng yg i nak beli lg.. da bb casing!

I love to put on bb condoms only. So, i akan buy two from my fren Shalma aina.

However, i nak yg bling2 one jugak. So, i pun message a fren of mine. =)

So, ive known sis Elfina Elias 4 almost a year jugak lah.

She've been living in dis luxurious life which i admire so much coz i dont. Well, maybe a bit.

So, id decided to beli from her je lah.. =)

I get cravings 4 dis one!! Cantik sgt kan...

But, unfortunately, dat one sold out.. instead,i amik dis one je.

Anyway, boleh je if i nak order dat fuchsia pink n black swirl. but, tgk lah..

N 4 all of u out there, fyi, these are made from Swarovskis crystals, ok...

Painstakingly applied one by one, by a team of skilled workers. Handmade.

So, bnd ni has premium n 2nd line. For premium line, it's between RM1250-1350 using ss7 crystal size.

As for 2nd line, it's RM950 using ss12 size.

These also can be made 4 iphone, bb n nokia e71 as well.

so, lau nak order, i boleh kenal kan wif dat sis oke! Plus, u can even get a discount.

As 4 me, i amik premium coz crystals r more smaller n cuter~

FIN =)

Sayang Mumy.. =)

OH MY GUCCI!!

I want dis so bad...

It comes in three colours cream, off white n light brown.

Tp i nak cream one/light brown..

Tp dah sold out pulak..

Bad luck!

Last two months dah spend 3+++.. haish..

Mumy x kan compromise dis time.

I definitely knew it.

Can someone sponsor dis 4 me so dat i dont have to work my butt off???

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Me: mum, can u give me 2k, i need to buy stuff.

Madam hasiah: Izzit 4 u o me??

Me: ahahaha... buat lawak lah mumy ni. Ofcoslah.. i cant tell.

Madam hasiah: If u want it, u earn it urself. Mumy, nak save money utk kakak masuk sem t. Then, bising2 nak beli brg lah, apa lah..

Me: lorh.. but,but.. kakak nak sgt.. plus ni dr uk. lau beli online murah.

Madam Hasiah: Murah?? My god, uve grown up too much! Plus, mak long really spoiled u. Hr tu mintak keta, then nak shopping, then nak vaca, then iphone n now 2k?? nak beli apa?!

Me: errmmm.. iphone ta dapat lagi.

Madam Hasiah: Hr tu keja sehari dah berhenti. sapa suruh. U need to work then u know da value of 2k.

Me: xpelah... =( *muka kesian*

Madam Hasiah: nak pegi mintak ayah.

"confirm x kan dapat unless ayah baik hati...... =("

"tapi keta dapat.. sedehnyer...."

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tapi...

xpe...

I promise... i x nak susah kan mumy n ayah lagi...

Kakak janji, if kakak nak apa2, kakak usaha sendiri k.. *hmm.. betul ke??*

Im pinky promise mom n dad! =)

Mumy ialah org yg bnyk berkorban wif money, time n advices.

A10tion . love . care ni mestilah kan.. Hehehe.. =)

~mY mOm is My eVerytHing~

F.I.N

Exactly 4 u Biatchy!

Who do you think I am?
Don't you know that he was my man?
But I chose to let him go
So why do you act like I still care about him?
Looking at me like I'm hurt
When I'm the one who said I didn't want it to work
Don't you forget I had him first?

Whatcha' thinking

Stop blaming me!!!

He wasn't man enough for me
If you don't know now is your chance
I already had your man~~
Do you wonder just where he's been
And I'd be worried about him
Now it's time you know the truth
I think he's just the man for you (HAHA!!)

(chorus)
What are you thinking
Do you know about us back then
Do you know I dumped your husband
Girlfriend
I'm not thinking 'bout him
But you married him

Do you know I made him leave
Do you know he begged to stay, with me (with me)
He wasn't man enough for me

Didn't he tell you the truth
If not, then why don't you ask him
And maybe you could be more into him
Instead of worrying 'bout me
And hopefully you won't find

All of the reasons why his love didn't count
And why we couldn't work it out

Whatcha' thinking
Stop blaming me
He wasn't man enough for me
If you don't know now, now is your chance
See, I already had your man

Do you wonder just where he's been
And I'd be worried about him
Now it's time you know the truth
I think he's just the man for you

What are you thinking
Do you know about us back then
Do you know I dumped your husband
Girlfriend???
I'm not thinking 'bout him
But you married him!!!
Do you know I made him leave
Do you know he begged to stay, with me

He wasn't man enough for me

So many reasons why our love is through (yeah)

What makes you think he'll be good to you (no!!!)
It makes no sense
'Cause he will never change!!!

Girl you better recognize the game oooohhhh- yeah

What are you thinking (why did he ask me to come back oh)
Do you know about us back then (beggin' me to stay)
Do you know I dumped your husband

Girlfriend
I'm not thinking 'bout him
But you married him
Do you know I made him leave
Do you know he begged to stay, with me
He wasn't man enough for me!!!

"Im not a bitch but ive got class,

Mess up wif me,

And ill kick ur ass.

So, 4 u girl,

Who think u cool?

Just remember,

BITCH RULES!!"

My Diyana

Tekan play dulu.. Ngeee~

Dear yana...

Happy burfday n bornday babe...

Saja nak buat post khas 4 u..

N sorry post it late, cuz i simpan dalam draft.

N well people.. dis is one of my boobies.

Without her, its like an incomplete figure of my body parts.

Shes hot, cool, kind, always make me smile by her actions.

Si tua ni becoming 20 on 13 june, so dis post is like due 4 2 days.. *so sorry hunn*

Her name is Nur Diyana bt Mukhtar, from manjung perak..

We met at UKM during mmp.. (orientation week)

We get closer n lots of common we have which make us a good companion tho..

As a freshies, we been goin trhu a lotsa things in da campus life..

We have our own history of arguing which make us even closer nowadays.

Im afraid losing her as a fren, so does her indeed..

I Love U Sayang.

Cant give u any yet but soon ill figure out apa nak beli 4 u, okies???

P/S : U mess up wif me, means u mess up wif her too!

Here r some of her pics dat i stole from her facebook.

So, since we r bestfren, i know dat she dont mind n she'll 4give me, kan,kan??

Ahaks..

XXO~

She is so damn cute. If i were a guy, i must be hook up wif her.. ahahaha.. *joke*

Amboi.. dah pandai pakai liptik,liptik.... U inherit both natural n make over beauty hunn.. Me like it.. =)

Our 1st time going out together where in here, she companied me patiently at jantzen while im busy wif my hairstylist,esther~

Y Football?? #2

Chaza..

Hahaha..

Aku sgt suka lagu waka,waka ni...

Jgn jelez....

XOXO~

Tagged by Si Sent! =)

5 brand that you like the most
= Juicy Couture,Gucci,Prada,Dkny,Hermes,Balenciaga.(handbags) LV x minat!
= Nichii,Bebe, D.perkins,miss selfridge, dkny, levis, t.hilfiger,f21, mcm2 lg lah.. (Outfits)
= Euphoria 'ck', jadore 'dior', No5 'chanel' and the one 'DnG'
= Nike, Guess, J. Couture, Vincci +, Aldo.. Bata pun gua layan..
= Coach, Marc jacobs, Fendi, Gucci, Prada.. (shades) ouh, n morgan pun gua tetap bantai je.
Aku dah terlebih ni kan.. hahahaha..

5 countries that you want to go
= L.A, L.V, Miami, Hawaii(usa)
= Perth(au)
= Rome
= Mesir
=Africa

5 countries that you do not want to go
= Korea
= Japan
= China

=Thailand

=Vietnam

5 item that you like the most
= bag
= shade
= ouh, my la senza kniker (shhhh...)
= my astro, i wish to have parabola..
= Mascara!!

5 people that you love the most
= My Family
= Rain
= My Besties
= My Boobies
= Shud i love da lectures?

5 people that you hate the most
= You know who u r
= Kau tau sapa
= Owh, u notice
= Terasa ke?
= Its YOU!

5 color that you like the most
= Pink
= Black
= Purple
= Red
= Brown

5 color that you dislike the most?
= Ntah

5 things that you dream the most
= Marriage + Babies
= Bentley, x pe.. kancil dulu..
= Going perth wif him.
= Iphone
= Dean List

5 of your positive character.
= A good shoulder 2 cry on
= X makan kawan, makan nasi.
= Half pemurah
= Suka sengih + senyum
= Suka org wangi2 je.

5 of your negative character
= Shopaholic (rain x suka!!)
= Kuat menangis
= Suka merajuk
= Suka mengumpat
= Kuat jealous, suka membazir, x bersyukur, kuat mencarut..

N bnyk lagi...........

5 moments that you miss the most
Malas nak tacing2.

5 moments that you do not want to remember at all?
= Ternaked infront of my dad best buddy waktu shower!! Sib baik foreigner!!
= Tershow off my ass to a sis (stranger) waktu nak buang air kat mc d

Ni akibat lupa kunci toilet kay!

= Lupa tutup zip seluar.
= Terpelecot pakai heel 4inch

= TER-Kentut depan Mr. Rain!! MALU!!

5 positive characters of your best buddy
= Shopaholic tp still waras.
= Kami kuat mengumpat + kepoh nak mampus
= Hidup still beragama
= Understanding, nangis sama2...
= Open Minded

5 things that you happy to do the most (Of your entire life)
= Shopping LAH!!
= Eat. sapa x suka.
= Sleep!
= Gossip
= Movieeiiinggg~


5 things that you regret the most
= Dat thing.
= Losing some1 dat i really love.

= Not going to ISKL.

= X pat jd doctor.

= Finishing all my money RM 40 000 given from ayah in just a year. 2008-2009. Hebat kan? Kesudahan nya.. no allowance anymore.

Favorite animal?
= Cat!

Favorite quote?
= X payah jadi hot sebab neraka lagi hot!!

Favorite actor?
=Ntah.

Favorite actress?
=Malas nak pikir

Favorite things that you do when you are alone?
= Cry.. Mmg x da keja..

Favorite website?
=Blog.

Favorite moment
= Shopping lah soalan bodoh tny ulang2.

Favorite sport?
= Errr... Cheers?

Favorite vegetable?
= bayam.

Favorite comedies
= my wife n kids, the nanny, hope n faith.

Tag this to 10 person.
Malas dow.. Ni pun dah pnjang ayam...

P/S: Sent, lain kali tag aku soklan yg x da 5,5 boleh x?? ahahaha....