Mari Main masak2

Ive cook 4 him n sis eera n puyol as well...

I got da compliment from him~ (maklumlah dis iz my 1st 4 him)
Thnk you syg..
Ouh... 4 my kids, chaza, sent, yana..
Ill back to cook 4 u gurls kay..
But yet,i dont know wen.. Ahahaha~
Love ya~


Ala... just a typical lauk je pon...

Ouh.. he likes dis so much...

N dis dadih too.... Sumpah sedap dow...

Lately..
Ive never been so happy in my life...
till..
rain made it all happened..
Thnks Zullrain Zainuddin.



Dis is 4 u sayang.. :')

~Fin~

He Was Touched

Bongoks!!
Kenapa dgn u ni rain??!!!
Kenapa u comel sgt hah??
Awww... He's so adorable...
Si kurus yg gila...
Pegi gemok cpt~
I love u syg...
Thnks 4 being so nice.
2 years is not dat long kan..
I'll wait patiently..
Frens, prepare 4 da presents kay.
Dah x nak tggu lama2...
Ouh my... Cant wait... To meet his umi from Australia.
Lau umi kat sini kan sng, x yah i penat2 take care of si rain ni.
"Umi, hope dat u'll like me"
Cuz, im gonna b da best of all 4 Rain (ur little rascal tuh..)
I love u chipster... *wink wink*

~Fin~

Futsal

Venue: Sport Planet, Ampang

Him: Playing futsal
Me: Bein cheerleaders while peeping on hot guys (he didnt notice, i guess)


Rain captioned me in his fb as "Geng2 bas skolah"..
(wth???? $#^%@&&!!!) :)

Puyol, Sis Era's BF~

He's getting ready 4 his game

Yeah baby... Kick some ass!!!

Si Busuk n Si Wangi lg Jelita

I met wif sis Erin again, which i just knew her, recently. N i met up wif Izzati 4 da 1st tyme too. So, me, sis eera (rain's cousin), sis eerin n izzaty went to a stall chit chatting n gossiping like everygurls always do wen dey 're 2gether rite. (Biasalah, org pompuan... Mengumpat je koje..). After having our supper, we get back to da futsal place to pick up our 'munchkins' (ee.. ngader nyer panggil mcm ni..). N euuww.. all sweaty n masyam nak mampus!! *dia boleh nak peluk2 aku lak yer.. Ahahaha~* (he always happy n overjoy wen he sees me..) Opps... Hehehe Kan syg.. i poyo jap jer.. Ahahaha~ :]

~Fin~

Juicy Couture

Daym....

I got my 1st special gift from him.
Feel so honoured n touched. T_T
U made my day honey.
I remember u said just now, " Dy buat suma ni nak bagi my hepi. Dy x suka tgk my sedih"
Thnks dady~
I heart u lah.
Neway, iron man sgt best n cool.
Thanks 4 da whole beautiful nite.
N jgn lupa work out n drink dat "serious mass"
Love ya~

*wink wink*


We stop by at : Nandos, J.C, True Fitness, DNC, GSC.

RM 4XX (I got from a man dat r madly in love wif me)

Aww... Dey r so adorable,arent dey?

Nandos~

I drinks....

N i eat a lot.... Ahahah~

100 % satisfaction.. :)

Thanks dady... Mumy love ya~

XOXO,
-Syifa-

~Fin~

New Air

Im Noor Yasyifa' n Dis is my story...

Beginning of da new chapter of my life...

Closed d old book n just keep dat as something sweet n bad memo~

Ouh, since bein ditched, a new guy walked into my life.
Woot wooooottt~~

Light up my sorrow n gloomy life.

Gives me advices n new hopes.

where all da words came from him.... Ouh... Really touched my sorely heart..

His kisses r like a chocolate dat melts freely in da mouth~

N his hugs r like a comfy satin pillow...

Aww.. too cliche arent dey?? Heee~ (sorry. Do dat on purpose.)

Ouh...
Da way he touched wif his strong arms..

N his dolce n gabbana perfume smells so good until its turns me on... Oppps!!! (ok, dats enough!!)

Welcome Rain to Syifa's Life~~~
Clap, Clap...

Zullrain Bin Zainudin
19 August 1984
177 cm,65 kg
Male, of course (Im positively sure.. Ahahaha~)
D only child from his biological parents
He is major cute!! (evrygurls said dat including me)
Very da manja lah (Tacing kuat ni)
Ouh, i call him dady (so does my frens call him)
Hes my cutie pie, my walking skeleton, my spicy chipster, my double cheese burger, my chocolate souffles, my honey dew, my cuppy cakes, my apple of my eye
n
MY ADDICTED

Warm sides of him dat meltz my heart like an ice cream :

1. Hes soft spoken
2. Caring (sgt lah care u all!!)
3. RESPONSIBLE
4. Understanding (aku mmg suka bt hal)
5. Lotsa sense of humors
6. Nagging alot (advices r good tho)
7. Smiles r his charity
8. A good advisor
9. Generous (hes not penniless, take note~)
10. Kind-hearted
    

Evry ciri2 resemble to wat i want 4 a guy n he owns 'em. He knows how to make me happy. He knows wen i cry, sad n lonely (he can feel it, daym.. hehehe..). He understand me when im mad (cuz it makes him more matured eventho hes matured enuf). He knows how to put a smile wen i sulked n i buy every humors dat he made just to see me laugh. He make thngs goes well n smooth. He knows how to pamper me wen i need one. He accept me 4 da whom i am n help me 4get my past. He dont laugh wen i cry, he listen, he cuddle n he comfort me so well. Eventho hes a racer, which made me scared to death in his car, he doesnt need to persuade me to get 'under my pants' ,he doesnt need to walk beside me to balance us, he doesnt need to run to get me, he doesnt need to climb to reach me, but He did races toward my heart to own me, to be wif me n catch up wif me.. Dat is wat we call as a real racer~

He just.... knows everythng..
He is da one.
He is wat we call a MAN.
Hes mine. =)

~Fin~

Memories...

Memories will stick as memories...
(just wanna highlight dat.. Ahaks~)


Never mention dat it will fade away nor gone,
like a 'person' used to tell me...
Hmmm..... yeah... im still thnking of u..
dont worry as im no pathetic like u to just blown people away by taking all their blissful moment just like dat...
May u rot in hell 4 making people miserable...
Talking bout love n leave. 2 combination words dat symbolize a person dat having a rough moment.
N owh.. Dats me.
Ofcourse. A guy. Its all about a guy. Immatured~
Ahaa... im happy n in da same time unlucky to even meet u in my life....
Yada, yada, yada....
"Hes totally ungrateful syifa... 4get him n start a new life.
Hes not even worth it.."
Owh, owh... i feel sorry 4 those who still 'want' him after me. (Ko dapat bekas aku. Kesian~)
N im sure, totally sure dat sooner, u just.. gonna be like me, i mean d old me.
Awww... Poor u baby... ure still young.. u know nothng bout life...
As im still lernin bout mine too honey. N remember, we're arent always lucky. N life isnt fair tho, smtimes~
Babe, ure hot. Pls dont waste ur time 4 a BOY like dat.. (yeah.. hes still a boy)
If hes matured enuf to take care of u, he would take care of me 1st after wat he'd done.
Think,think... N careful, maybe he just want ur 'young' meat~ Ahaahahaha...
Im not trying to bitching here n dere x tentu pasal, cuz i am a bitch gurl~ I am..
From wat i c... ure not like wat u 'r' wen we had da conversation dat nite.. (u know wat im sayin aite)
N im just say dis after i read ur blog. Pls, im not plastic. Im not sure if u r~
I miss u fyk.. yeah.. i still miss u...

BUT... Ahaa.. i miss myself b4 i met u. Dont u get it??
How happy i am b4 i met u??How rich n pretty i am??
I got everything dat a women want 4 herself.
N yes, u took it away from me.
Love, happiness, money, "x" (cant b mention) , beauty, study n m.m...
Neway, ive moved on..
Ill treat u like u never ever born i my life. Shuuu... shuuu~~ Ahahaaa~
I hope ull regret coz u ditched me.
N just lost a beautiful angel~
All i wanna say 4 da last is "im gonna miss u as im gonna missed u"
(means dat= just soon enuf ill 4get bout u.. just soon..)
Like, snap!! snap!!
Ure gone~ Haha!!



Ouh my, im so good in editing.. Big 'clap' 4 me~
*Applauded*

P/S: -Ouh,ouh.. eventho u used to call me BABY/BIBY "which is i used to love so much too"
(ahahaha), dont worry kay, i wont tell her~
- Bout da song too..
-N those pics dat taken by me mostly dat make u look good on screen.

*Me, Bitching Here**Evil Laughs*
(revealing evrythng.. Ahahaha~)

~FIN~

*Tears*

After almost 2 years being so in love....
Finally.. broke up word intrude my path wer its slowly ends da journey of my love life~
Tragic isnt it.
Only god knows how i feel...
As i know u guys tgh hangat bercinta (biasalah, awal2), i thnik its 4 da best dat i let him go coz,
Its my sacrifice, dis is wat we call love...
Even its so hard...
N thanks 4 those who took him from me, as people said "kalau dah tau org punya, patut reti2 lah undur diri" n "Kalau x melayan, x da jd mcm ni"
Arrhh... Malas nak ckp lg.. (biasalah syifa, budak2 lg. X tau bout life)
N diyana did said " lau takat 50 sen.. rasa apa je. kt seringgit babe."
Yana " ala budak2 lg tu, tu yg x phm2 bahasa n x tau apa"
Chaza " once dah kena tu hbs r t, kt tggu je sampai bila"
Sent " kesian gila, lau aku, dah tau2 ex gf kena mcm ni, siap call suma, x da aku nak amik hak org"
Me " kata dulu nak buktikan kat suma org.. tp.. suma janji2 manis.."
Clueless, speechless, loneliness, unwanted, unimportant, empty, imbalance, dejected, discourage, disconsolate, unhappy, despondent, downcast........
Ders so many im-, un-, dis- to describe how downhearted i am tru dis situation.
Ouh my... I might get seasonal affective disorder soon~

To Mohammad Fikri Bin Abu Samah, (spell it rite ok babe, n his 20 ' u shud knew dis as his gf ')
No words can describe how much i love u...
N i miss u so much..
However,
i know... u r in love wif someone else.
N dats hurt me a lot tho im no perfect 4 u anymore.Wat we'd gone tru will be in my memories.
Ill let my kids read all dis, so dat dey know a person dat used to love n hurt deir mom.
N i know ull b fine without me,as im gonna be too.
And da past will remain as our stories... N we gonna move on like u want it to be.
Ill remember u fyk... Till my last breath were i always wanted u 2 b dat is beside me....
N i know now dat everything r just 'hopes' dat will remain as unfulfilled dreams~

*Tears*

N some pics for me to remember... as i know ull delete all dis.. N maybe u did~

Our 1st tyme to ulu bendul wer u came from KL to meet me n we take MUET test 2gether

Our 1st aniversary at secret recipe..i bought da cake "secret indulgence 4 u.. (ouh, while u bought me nothing)

Ur 1st time eating steak at Tony Romas n its my 259.. times (ouh, i paid 4 it)

We 1st time settle evrythng after u 1st time cheat on me

My 1st time to tanjung malim, by train, just to meet u

Ur last hug after u find another hot chick

Our 1st KL Hoop on-Hoop off which i paid oso

U send me back to ukm n we both were so sad

Last precious 'mc d' moment we had together

My 1st time wearing dat blouse dat u choose 4 me

P/S: I wrote n put all dis pics with tears rolling like a river.

N to : Zamia Natasha, u have no idea how much it hurts. Hope u guys happy taking my 'happiness'.

-Fin-